Holy crap does stress send my pain level up. I have to go back for the scary dentist stuff. I don’t want to. I want to go to the arboretum and walk in the sun, even if it’s on the cool side.
I see my rheumy later this week. My pain levels really haven’t gone down. I also have to ask him if it’s OK to get Korea’s new combo tetanus and pertussis booster. I didn’t even know there was a pertussis booster. The only vaccine I haven’t had is Hepatitis B. And I guess I should ask about that too. That one is a pain because you have to get three shots over a period of time.
Anyhow I’m trying to breathe. I wish I had a booster med when my pain levels get this high. I want to cry. But it’s hard to tell if it’s a dentist I want to cry or a pain I want to cry.
Sometimes I think this whole fibro thing makes you nuckin’ futz.